Thursday, November 22

Windstruck

baby, you'll lean on me that way sooner or later... (since i bet i'm taller than you love)

Sukides

OMG......



UMAAAAIIII !

click here

TY At 15

the cuteeeeeeesssssst ! he's being so innocent ! MUST WATCH. hilarious s***










please... let me have you...

Moshi Moshi



NOV 20 (TWO DAYS AGO)

went to sacc and celebrated liyana's birthday. happy burpday mate !

had nandos with friends, and then nachos with billy when the others went home already.

then at night, went to the tennis match ! weeeehhoooooooooo ;)

it was uncomfortable tho, hanging out with my brother's friends, and one reminded me of AH, hmmph.

we went to this rempit-ish restaurant and there's this rempit staring at me and winking shit. SCOPATA, ewww


NOV 21

went to the hospital for mama's appointment.

ate at haslam's restaurant.

and then went to the gardens.

in love with this bag which costs a grant. shibbal.

had kenny roagers for lunch, hmm yuuuuuummmmmmmm.

finally get to memorize sunadokei completely.


TODAY

sent the cats for a bath, went to giant for some variety buckets, went home, ira and the siblings came.

she gave me the comic i liked ! hontoni arigatogozaimasshhhtaaaa !

she taught me japanese too.

ANATAWA HONTONI BAKA ;]



sukides...

Yevrus (LB)

Body: Can you answer 51 questions about the any one on your top friends list? choose one!

Don’t change your top friend.

1) What’s their name?
-insert my name here-

2) Does he or she have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
do i have to answer this? hahaha

3)Do you get along with this person all the time?
:D

4) How old is the person?
dah tua dah

5) Has he/she ever cooked for you?
hm, pernah ke wei? blm lagi

6) Is this person older than you?
im older

7) Have you ever kissed this person?
perlu ke? hahaha

9) Are you related to this person?
saudara sesama Islam

10) Are you really close to him/her?
the brains :D

11) Nickname?
RB

13) How many times do you talk to this person in a week?
frequently

14) Do you think they will repost this?
dia pilih MF nanti hahaa

15) Could you live with this person?
masa bujang boleh lah kan kan?

16) Why do you choose this person?
because she's special *haha dah aku gay*

18) How long have you known this person??
since 4th grade, but kinda baik in 6th grade

19) Have you ever been to the mall with this person?
tak pernah, asyik duduk rumah je, rumah tu kira mall kan? HAHAHA bodoh

20) Have you ever had a sleepover with this person?
BELUM! jom wei

21) If you ever moved away would you miss this person?
mestilah, but then we can still talk :)

23) Have you ever done something really stupid or illegal with this person?
almost everything we do are stupid, hahaha horny jokes :p

24) Do you know everything about this person?
entah, almost :D

25) Would you date this person’s siblings?
abang kau terlalu tua untukku

26) Have you ever made something with this person?
does that cookies count?

29) Have you gone skinny dipping with this person?
JOM! hahahahahaa

31) Is he/she on drugs?
nahh

33) Have you ever worn this person’s clothes?
ye

34) Have you and he/she person made up a hand shake?
perlu ke? hahaa

35) If it was “freaky friday” would you switch bodies with this person?
i dont know, im not a good cleaner :/

36) Have you ever heard this person sing?
SELALU!

38) Do you and this person have a saying?
not yet

39) Do you know this persons myspace password?
dah tk ingat dah

41) Have you and this person ever gotten into a fight that lasted more than 2 months?
nope

44.) Have you and this person gone clubbing?
jom lah dgn billy hahaa

45) Do you know how to make this person feel happy?
ask her

46) Do you and this person talk alot?
like OHMYGOSH, hahaa

47) Do you like this person?
I LOVE YOU HUNNYBUNNY RIGHTBRAIN BABY

48) Has this person yelled at you?
i dont know

50) Do you want to go out with this person??
wei ingat tak aku ckp haritu, hahahahhaa

51) Do you want to be friends with her forever?
sampai akhirat baby

Wednesday, November 21

























THE CUTEST !



gosshhhhh.... tegoshi in chocolate..














omg....... i'm so in love........ i can't take this anymore....... lemme out of here...... i don wanna think of someone who is overrated and too impossible to catch :(

Monday, November 19

Aishiteru

Trivia

He introduces himself by putting his right hand palm out in front of his face, a gesture given to him by Tsuyoshi Domoto.

During live performances he likes to twirl his index finger at the camera.

He is considered spoilt by his bandmates and once forced Masuda onto a smaller bed in a hotel room.

His bandmates often describe him as being "harmlessly self-centered."

In an appearance on Domoto Kyoudai, he said that Tomohisa Yamashita was his most admired senpai because he saw Yamapi's dramas and thought that he was cool.

He often hangs out with bandmates Takahisa Masuda and Keiichiro Koyama.

It is well known that bandmate Ryo Nishikido likes him a lot, often doting on him and coining the nickname Tegonyan.

His mother and grandmother post his posters all around the house.

He gave Masuda the nickname Massu.

He likes to bite his lips.

He is a fan of L'arc en ciel.

He gets along well with Takahisa Masuda, so even on days off they go to the gym and train together, and go to a sentō afterwards.

He has played soccer for over 10 years.

He usually wears contact lenses.

He owns a Papillon dog named Tinny, which he dotes on.

He has a driver's license.


<3

ILY

sssssssssttttt.. how do i put this. hm. idk, it's indescribable. he just gives me that sumthang.

OK, so now i dnt friggin care if he's soft or gay or whatever junk, i'm just soooooo into him...

TY Fanvideo

tak kasik embed, sheesh. so here's more.. DAMN. messy hair...biseps.... ohmegosh ssssttttt. HE IS SOOOOOOO A MAN !






i think, this is when he's smaller? lol



amazing voice...... hmph i just wanna hug him




*crying.... how can he be so cute? oh my...... that hand thing...... *sigh sigh sigh. please girls.. i can scream louder than that !



i can just die....




#1

Oh Happy Day !

hello =)

past days, i spent all the time i've got at home and k delek. watched cds, read books and junk.

and today, went to A mall with lala.

nu'uh, the drummer wasn't there.

but we usha-ed a gazillion of people.

lmao lmao lmao

AND,

abg haider was there !!!!!!!!

agagagagagaga.

and a myspacer, abg topi, cilang, the twins, a guy with an awek, a guy with family, a guy with a brother, ramai lah !

and i bought lots.

4 bracelets, two pendants, one gelang kaki = rm38

2 shirts = rm57

a rubik's cube = rm5


yeah and i wondered around the whole day, money-less.

funny thing was, our lunch = one large fries with a medium coke.

HAHA !

pergh malu gila ! mcm miskin sgt ! :D and masa tu terus masuk air. like everything was funny. lol

and then we took pictures, i'll show ya. we've got these cool masks on. i'm not gonna upload them here now. since im in my brother's room and it's friggin cold here, so... yeah.

and then went to k delek and mama made this philippines' soup. sedaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap.

and took pics. yeah best.

so the whole day..... i was so focused on the rubik. lol.



ciao !

Friday, November 16

Sarang





























Amirul

sama kan kan kan :DD



brrrhhhhhhhhhh, i love both of yah, peace

yuya
















Japang

yeah, i search quite a lot about these japanese today. i'm not really into them before, im just pretty in love with korea. but now i just feel like hugging yuya, tho he looks gay.


and i wanna know if massu is still alive??? i'm so confused here =.='

well today,

went to KD and cooked and watched heroes and went to cik lela's and watched my boss my hero and slept.

yeah that's all. and now am listening to sunadokei over and over again, memorizing it.


xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox to yuya

The Hourglass


music player
I made this music player at MyFlashFetish.com.



Oto no nai sayonara ni wa
Setsunasa ga nijinde
Kimi ga senaka wo muketa sono toki
Namida ga kyuu ni koboreta
Soshite toori nukerarenai meiro no naka ni
Kimi wo sagasu

Kokoro wa doko made
Itami wo seoreru darou?
Sunadokei wa
Saigo no hitotsubu dake
Mada sukoshi tameratteru

Shinjiteta kimi to deai
Koi wo shita kimochi wo
Sore igai ni wa nanimo iranai
Sore ga subete to omotteta
Nazeka taisetsu ni omou mono
Kizutsuketetari, kizutsuiteru

Wasurete shimaeba
Donnani raku nandarou?
Sunadokei wa
Saigo no hitotsubu dake
Mada sukoshi tamerau kedo

Kokoro wa doko made
Itami wo seoeru darou?
Sunadokei wa
Saigo no hitotsubu dake
Mada sukoshi tameratteru

Itsumademo tameratteru

Thursday, November 15

Hoppipolla

Hendumst í hringi
Höldumst í hendur
Allur heimurinn óskýr
Nema þú stendur

Rennblautur
Allur rennvotur
Engin gúmmístígvél
Hlaupandi inn í okkur
Vill springa út úr skel

Vindurinn
Og útilykt af hárinu þínu
Eg lamdi eins fast og ég get
Með nefinu mínu

Hoppípolla
I engum stígvélum
Allur rennvotur (rennblautur)
I engum stígvélum

Og ég fÊ blóðnasir
En ég stend alltaf upp
(Hopelandic)

[ Hoppipolla lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
Og ég fÊ blóðnasir
Og ég stend alltaf upp
(Hopelandic) Jumpin' puddles

Smiling
Spinning 'round and 'round
Holding hands
The whole world a blur
But you are standing

Soaked
Completely drenched
No rubber boots
Running in us
Want to erupt from a shell

Wind in
Aand outdoor smell of your hair
I hit as fast as I could
With my nose

Hopping into puddles
Completely drenched
Soaked
With no boots on

And I get nosebleed
But I always get up
(Hopelandic)

And I get nosebleed

Junk Man

haleeuuuuuu.

my tummy's killing me. first day of monthly pain.

owww.

it's been more than a week eh. haritu ada tulis, tp tak save. haish.

so.

i'm so cold and suffering from pain, so im gonna do this shortly.



NOV 7 - last day of school. hanged out with suhaila. ran out and went home. went to sa mall. wasted money on tokens.

NOV 8 - went to KD. cooked kuah kacang. picked lala up at night and she sleptover.

NOV 9 - had my open house. confession day

NOV 10 - ron's open house.

NOV 11 - tak jd pergi A Mall, so went to KD, i think. tak igt sgt la. lala picked me up. sleptover at hers.

NOV 12 - her open house.

NOV 13 - erh i think i stayed at home.

NOV 14 - went to KD, watched cds, read books, cooked, felt calm.

TODAY - LB cameover. korea marathon !

yeah, that's all. lol.

i'll upload some pics nnt. nanaite

=)

Have you ever,

Wait so long,

Hope to deep,

And search too far?

Well I have, and am still counting the days. I’ve watched a movie. It says,

A person dreams.

The first one, will run for it, and make it happen.

While the second one, gives up, and throw it away.

And the third, keep it, for life.

Which person are you?

Me, I’m not even sure. I’m not even sure what to run for, what to throw, or what to keep.

But I dream, I sure do.

Stoo

Nov 14 2007


Another day. Another breath. The dim sunlight spread into the room, while rain keep pouring, and the drops keep slipping by the window. And I sit still, watching them chasing each other.

“Earth to Alba…”

I listen to the birds, the same chirp every morning. I’ve never seen them though.

“Ow!” someone smack, it was Anna.

“What was that for?”

“Breakfast’s ready.”

“Thanks.”

She pulls me up and brings us to the kitchen.

“Nice sme… Wow, what’s the occasion? Someone’s coming?” Anna smiles. There’re bacons, sausages, scrambled eggs and red beans, all nicely arranged on the dining table, with a jug of orange juice and a small pot of milk. I won’t touch that.

“Interesting…”

“Well,” Anna begins, setting her rump on the dining chair, while I settle down in front of her.

“I want you to meet someone,” she smiles brightly.

“Duh.” I laughed.

“Ah, this is going to be fun!” I spread my arms widely, giving myself a morning stretch.

“Is he going to be here any sooner? I’m starv…” The bell rings, Anna jumped out of her chair.

“Oh God,” I say. I run my fingers through my hair, keeping it neat. Anna twitched her nose at me while holding the door knob.

“Open it, doofus!” And then she does. I can then see a guy in front of our doorstep. Well, not just a guy, but an Asian.

“Come on in,” Anna began.

“Hii,” I wave my hand stupidly. “You hungry?”


* * *

“Where are you going?” Anna asks as she hears my car keys dangling. She’s holding a mug of hot chocolate while watching a Korean show, leaning lazily on the couch with both legs on the coffee table, one on top of another.

“Out.”

“Stalking? Is that what you’re gonna do all holiday?”

“Am not.”

“You so are,” her eyes widen.

“Wanna come?” Anna put down her mug and face me, considering it.

“OK!”




We have our ride in the city, wandering around in my maroon Volvo 740GLE. We moan together, imitating Damien Rice with his slow, shallow songs.

“Cause waking up without you… is like drinking from an empty cup…”

Then we come across a building. A college. I can see people wandering around. My eyes start searching, searching in between the scattering people.

“You’re impossible, you know that?”

My heart starts pounding fast. I see a group of young men at a motorcycle park, chatting and laughing their heads off, some of them smoking.

“Alba.” Anna pushes my shoulder. I did not realize I was in my new world until she nudged me. I face her, and start pressing the engine.

“Aren’t you tired?”

“I’m not running,” I laugh.

Wednesday, November 14

WRUVBJYGK

lol, im out of ideas. hehe, maleh betul nak update. akan ku update very soon, with pictures ! ni mau kemas bilik dulu. oh and enjoy my writings up there. weeeee.

Im Outcomes

In the sky is the moon
This large yellow circle finds her in the mood.
In her eyes I can see it all.
A short plaid skirt, a white short sleeve shirt.
My dreams aren't premonitions,
because I'm dreaming of impossible outcomes.
I've tried to understand but I just don't understand
empty signposts seen through large windows.
Late one fall afternoon after school,
in the cool, cool suburban breeze of Louisville.
It's unaffordable.
It's unavoidable.
It's inevitable.
Our eyes, hearts and words are evidence
My dreams aren't premonitions
Because I'm dreaming of impossible outcomes
I've tried to understand but I just don't understand
Empty signposts seen through large windows

Tuesday, November 6

Sheesh Music

before it's too late




space and time are as deep as you want them to be

'cause me i know that this will last forever

it seems as though you're starting to lose hope

just reach out, hold onto me, and know this is real




and i sing yeah, oh yeah

singing yeah, oh yeah




before it's too late, say you love me

before it's too late, say you need me

before it's too late, say you love me

before it's too late, say you need me




and then of course there's this distance between us

but that just makes coming home all the sweeter

and i miss you on these winter nights

holding you tightly so i could believe







and i sing yeah, oh yeah

singing yeah, oh yeah




before it's too late, say you love me

before it's too late, say you need me

before it's too late, say you love me

before it's too late, say you need me



i will wait for you




i will wait for you

i will wait for only you




and i miss that smell

the smell of your hair in the spring

and i miss that touch

the clasping of our hands together in love




emma, my dear

won't you lay with me?

leave behind our worries

emma, my dear

won't you lay with me?

leave behind our worries




playful as a child will i tend to you

as forever as diamonds will i wait for you

i will wipe the tear from your brow

and raise your chin gently to touch my lips to yours




emma, my dear

won't you lay with me?

leave behind our worries

emma, my dear

won't you lay with me?

leave behind our...




emma, my dear

won't you lay with me?

leave behind our worries

emma, my dear

won't you lay with me?

leave behind our, leave behind our...




i will wait for you

i will wait for only you

i will wait for you

i will wait for only you



is this real?




blink once, blink twice i can't shake this feeling

if i get any higher i'll go through the ceiling




it's as if i've been asleep for awhile

you've stolen my heart in an artistic style




if this is a dream promise you'll never wake me up

'cause i don't go back

no i don't wanna go back

if this is a dream promise you'll never wake me up

'cause i don't wanna go back to life without you




“sweet dreams” you whisper in my ear each night

and i don't believe you've ever been so right




i'm floating on air every moment of these days

on my knees praying this isn't just a phase




if this is a dream promise you'll never wake me up

'cause i don't go back

no i don't wanna go back

if this is a dream promise you'll never wake me up

'cause i don't wanna go back to life without you




twinkle twinkle little star

you'll never really know just what you are

i've tried but i just can't seem to tell you

how much i love you through and through and through

(through and through and through)




if this is a dream promise you'll never wake me up

'cause i don't go back

no i don't wanna go back

if this is a dream promise you'll never wake me up

'cause i don't wanna go back to life without you




stitch by stitch




they call me out

voices from inside and some from the other side

take a trip

lose yourself and feel it

the numbness helps to save me from myself




the demons inside

they rip me apart

stitch by stitch and i'm back to the start

the demons inside

i turn them down low

but broken or whole i hide it well and you'll never know




woke up to the same shit today

beating myself up for what i did not say

and i'll probably never really know

if i'm my best friend or if i'm my greatest foe




the demons inside

they rip me apart

stitch by stitch and i'm back to the start

the demons inside

i turn them down low

but broken or whole i hide it well and you'll never know





Philippinos

hellow yellow.

cleaned the kitchen fer mama today, and then we ate mamee slrrp and chatted for more than an hour i suppose bwehe.


YESTERDAY

LB picked me up, we went to mid v and i had a great texas ted. then we shopped and i bought an esprit hoodie. it didn't look as nice as i thought it would. then we had a hot plate. i bit my tounge lol. the hot plate was rather sticky. LB went so quixotic, saying all the babies we bumped into were her babies with CB, hahaha. it was sooo hilarious. we giggled off other CBs too lmao. then her mum came and they had auntie anne's. then we took away eight dunkin donuts. and then off to UM to meet aunt philipino. wasn't there. the function was actually on friday ! lol. umi was struggling to get her. and so then we went to A Mall, and bumped into her there ! she was with three of her philipino friends and guess what? all three of them are married to malays ! they speak malay ! and oh they spoke tagalog in front of me, it was very much overwhelming. like when i heard these korean clans talking behind me when i was qeueing in starbucks lol. then we shopped around the mall, and my eyes are so on this baju kurung. tho i now remember ready made ones are such a big no no and will only turn into PLAIN DEPRESSION lol. yeah they can never fit me. my hands are always too long and junk junk junk. and then went back to UM and talked with the aunt philipino - aunt vivian. i just love her accent ! her R was so thick, just like a philipino x) well she'll be leaving for the state very soon. and LB's gonna move there too ! :(( sob sob. i wanna follow !!!!!!!!! they'll be visiting aunt vivian and all :( hoooowwhhh.

well, am leaving for a swim in an hour. ciao !

Yevrus

1.Have you ever lost your cell phone?
naah

2.Do you eat ice-cream even if it's raining?
sometimes

3. Do you own a super single bed?
yeah

4.Do good things come to those who wait?
sure

5.If you have a time machine, do you travel to the future or past?
past. tak surprise la kalo future.

6.Do you blast music in the car?
when i'm with my brother

7.How was your first time with that someone you love?
-

8.Do you drink alcohol?
nehi

9.Do you ask your friend's opinion before you buy something?
yeah if they're around

10 .Have you ever whistled at a girl/boy before?
i can't whistle, but yeah we tease sometimes

11.Have you ever danced around in your room?
who doesn't....

12.Do you have a nickname for your sweetie?
ew tak main la sweetie2 ;p

13. Would you ever audition for 'Malaysian Idol'?
probably :D

14. Can you wiggle your nose?
nehi

15.Have you ever stolen someone else's sweetie?
not directly, not on purpose

16.How do you end a phone call with someone you dislike?
mcm biasa je la

17.Do you own any guitar?
yeah gitar kayu. abirthday present from lala from sabah. haha tenkiu

18.(Have you/would you) ever throw a party when your parents aren't home?
no,not yet/yeah sure

19.Have you ever gotten back with an Ex?
-

20.Do you like gossip?
not really, sinfuuuuul

21.Are you ticklish?
not so

22.Do you miss someone at the moment?
my relatives in taiping ! hmmmmmmmph

23.Do you live for the moment or for the future?
for the future

24.How often do you lie?
not often

25.Do you plan for your outfits?
sometimes

26.Will you keep your sweetie's stuff after you break up?
-

28 Are you a spoilt brat?
no, am so not. fuck all spoilt brats, gedikkkkk

29.Does shopping make you feel better?
no, it makes me feel worse. if i don't get what i want, that's just depressing. if i get what i want, it will just turn out to a bad feeling, like it's not even worth it and i wasted money. SO THERE IM NO SPOILT BRAT

30.Can a person be possessed by a devil?
yeah

31.Have you ever lick someone else's elbow?
haha no

32.Do you have scars?
yeah from appendix

33.Do you think there's life on other planets?
yeah i've been thinking about that a lot

35.Do you like how you look in photos?
yeah most of the time

36.Haha or lol?
either, whatever

37.Are old friends better than new ones?
can't say that

38.Do you do your own laundry?
sometimes

39.Do you have a crush?
summerlovesumerlovesummerlovesummerlove till we meet again :)

40.Do you have something to say to that person?
who? i have no one particular in my mind. so no

Sunday, November 4

Online Window Shopping

i was thinking of MK&A's looks, so those picked jewelries were inspired by them. i really need these, my apparel are ALL old and tight. i'm getting fatter and i repeat my clothes too many times. and, i haven't shopped for like ages. so i really have to have these down here. i'll work on it. (not working on raising, but working on moaning) and finally let my mum pay ngeh.


erh it's so tiring today, all the cooking and cleaning. just had a very hot shower. so i'm off to bed.


scroll down for the pictures.


gnite

Tops




























































































Pants


Tote



add some russian badges i grabbed from my dad, this will look nice. like lynn's from KAMI ;)

Shoes




Bracelets
























































Necklaces











Jeremy Ville


soooo cute :)
lmao, for amirul ! <333



















zaki made me view them. there's gazillion of all these. for more of jeremy ville, click here. enjoy !